steps ahead; still below

i've been in a deep meditative state for the past four hours...dispersing my reflections into the pours that have been unpredictable lately-- yet, this morning they kept an open mind just fine...the notes playing in the background parallels my wandering mind; its constant and never ending layers might as well translate to mass; non liquid forms coincide lego-like into one object. an object which does the opposite of defying description. these words' objective are simplier than my passive aggressive tone, that, quite simply put, are working my nerves.
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sometimes i re read pages from my journal and have no idea what the f*ck i was talking about (at the time.) that was written a month ago. i must have been faded, emotional, on the rag, or maybe all three.

back to the music...
la-dah-dee.