today was yesterday

(behind the time by korelyan)

today i was enabled by the anniversary of gabriel's passing. today i woke up with a red and swollen left eye. today the trains got me to the office in less than an hour. today i was updated on moms' health status. today i went to the doctor. today the republican nominee for president gave the worse speech i have ever heard by a presidential nominee- ever. today i listened to mos def's ms fat booty radio station on pandora for 3 hours. today our production company filmed an interview with the 1st ever openly gay/lesbian senator of california. today on the senator's wall, she had two different definitions of the word 'consumer' on a poster, both written by webster's dictionary. today i had issues with taking the battery off the camera. today we had a conference call about filming a rock the vote psa. today i stalked someone via cyberspace. today i rescheduled a meeting with a potential editor. today greg and i had a migraine headache at the exact same time while filming. today i visited kell's pad in venice for the first time. today was the first time coinciding mind space was allocated towards optimistic and realistic thoughts (is this possible?). today my mind chilled on the la-da-dee thoughts. today sir leconte ate at subway. today i recognized how dependent i am on technology. today was my 2nd day back in LA after a lovely vacation in the pnw. today i felt like working on photos. today i thought about multiple cities that are all now (officially) considered home. today i felt jane's presence back in LA. today my student loans called me at work. today my replacement blackberry finally arrived. today i caught a glimpse of the cho show. today i downloaded skype. today my brother felt blah. today i didn't hear from my sister. today i am thankful for my privileged _________. today i am very thankful for my business and creative partners. today i am thankful for the homemade spaghetti dinner. today i am contemplating about my 11 years of residence in LA. today i thought about moving to a new city. today, i also said i would keep my spot in LA forever. today i laughed hard around 9pm.

today i tried and tried.

today will soon be yesterday and as i am constantly reminded, now is in the past.